….

….Afraid that i might have lost it….

*nods head*

….my schedules somehow messed up….

….im still doing what im doing but somethings a miss….

….The drive isnt as much anymore….

…urghhhh…*kuranggg eh rasanya~…

…i still have something supporting me, still keeping to my daily routine but something in me feels weak…

…feels like somethings picking or eating something in me bit by bit, piece by piece…

…urghhhhh…

….*kurang eh!!!!!!!!!!~kurangggg!!!!~ blarghhhH!!!!~…..

….Allah….Allah….

…Ive gone this far….aint giving up….aint giving uP….im not letting them pull me down!!!!

….arghhhhh….